Saturday, September 6, 2008

doki doki....nande?!

i was actally have to do something important but i'm too lazy to do it... i'm actually thinking about out finance research and the defense in 3weeks plus the fact that i think i'll fail coz i know i'll do it alone because my partner's dumb ( i hate working with friends whe it comes to this!) plus the upcoming commerce week where in have to practice dance and chorale and will perform on the same day but of course at different times...woah!!! major pressure!!!! my hearts like doki doki in a bad way...

can somebody please tell me how to do sm prime's finance stuff!!!! the dcf!!! the relative valuation!!!! the ratios!!!! i can't take it... i was actually thinking of dropping this finance degree coz i'm really not for this...doing a thing without passion is crap and a waste of time...i'm not happy...i actually don't know anything, i'm not doing any good in anything coz the hell it doesn't interest me that much... i really wanted to take up music but then there's no actual career in it... i think of it more as a hobby than an actual study or career... don't know.... i'll just have to pass this thing up and graduate and eventually head to which way my feet would take me.... japan! haha XD whereever it is.... i'll make sure that i'll be happy... can fangirling be a career?! hahaha how i wish! XD

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