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My lovely readers...It's been a while. Well, I've been going out a lot more ever since Thanksgiving. I still work at the same stupid work I'm in but I'd probably have to work somewhere else very soon since I forgot to get my food handlers card!! HAHAHAHA! We had a memo saying that if we didn't get our card before the said date, we'll be taken off the schedule! hahaha. I'm screwed! But that's ok, I'm done with that job anyway. I'd have to really go look for another one soon. So anyway, I had a great Thanksgiving last month. And from my pictures in multiply, you'll see that I was with Sam. Sam is my sort of kinda cousin thing.... but well, of course we're not related AT ALL since Alan didn't adopt me. We had so much fun together last month... And last weekend, I went out to California to visit them with my sort of Grandma and Aunt.. And that's when we really got to spend a LOT of time together (Sam and I).. We went everywhere and did a lot of stuff! I had so much fun.. I think it's the most fun and FREEDOM I've ever had for the past 19 years!! Mom wasn't with us so I was so free.. I did everything that I want and stayed out for as long as I want. Like how I am supposed to be already. Well anyway, back to where I was steering into.... Well, Sam and I really really like each other... And when we went out, we just started holding hands.. He holds my hand in the movies and while he drives... It was great! And then sometime in between, we got honest with each other and said how we felt.. And..... if you haven't figured it out yet, he's now my boyfriend! The Grasser family in California doesn't really know yet but they sort of had an idea that we like each other.. Alan and Mom doesn't know anything! I told my brother already and I'm glad that he's all ok with it. We're going to tell the family sometime soon. I know that you all might not believe this or you'll think of me as a whatsit but this is really what's happening.

Our date is Dec. 15, 2007. His name is Samuel Forrest Alan Grasser. I love his name! He's a very good piano player and an awesome drummer! He plays some guitar too. He's not as cute and slim as the ones I used to like but I've overlooked that already. He's actually really cute for me.. I know it's hard to be in a long distance relationship... but we really trust each other. And he's nowhere like that kind of guy. He's actually going to Vegas on his 21st birthday on March so we'll see each other again there.. We can't wait! I have a big plan of moving to California for so long.. I think I'll really do it one day. I'll keep you all posted on what's new and what's hip with my messed up life. I miss you all so much!! Take care. Enjoy your vacation and Merry Christmas!!! I love you guys!